I asked my boyfriend if he has ever loved any of his girlfriends. After some hesitation, he simply replied with “I don’t know.” “What do you mean you don’t know?” I asked him. And all he said was, “I just don’t know.” And that alone has helped me answer a question that’s long been on my mind. And now I don’t need to wonder anymore. He doesn’t love me. It’s true I am his longest relationship. But if he gave an answer like that I feel like he doesn’t even know what love is. I have told him two times in the past that I love him. Only two times ever. But his lack of response makes it hard. He doesn’t love me.
I think my dad heard me crying cause he just cracked open my door and slid a piece of cake on the floor into my room